Wednesday, October 18, 2006
went to play audition. dun ask me why. its cos i wanna distract myself frm calling him. all i nid is a distraction. if i dun sleep well enuf tonite..i tink im gg to break down in class. shyt. NO. NO! I CANT! i cried 3 times in front of de comp just now. stupid rite. zz. kill me. dis life is pathetic.
i still want life to go on.i dun like getting distracted. bt for you? sure. bt i still dowanna forget you.
we loved. Y12:23 AM